Tiring day.

I am a "low" for sparring confidence and have been combating it by "going slow" which is a challenge for many newbies....but also reassuring.

I have a stupid staff meeting for work tomorrow and it SUCKS! I can tell you know all that I want to contribute is ... well what I was hired for -- administrative overflow. You know? Every day is different and not too out of the ordinary kind of stuff? I don't need to feel important at 16 an hour a week job. No, not really.

I wish I could sing. :/


well...not just good, or even average -- although I would take those too....no I want to sing well.